Category Archives: Depression

I “suffer” from depression. I place it in quotes because more often than not I try to find the humor in it.

“Been here before / though there’s something in the air this time…”

I don’t know if your high school experience was like mine, but I often felt unloved, misunderstood, and alien to those around me. I felt like some anomaly in the halls. I wasn’t conventionally attractive, not particularly sharp or acute, … Continue reading

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Riding the Dragon

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“Years have proved / to offer nothing since you’ve moved”

Wherein I consider the honesty and pragmatic nature of depression… Continue reading

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“I rarely see you when you’re smiling / it really gets under my skin”

Wherein I share a work in progress about love… Continue reading

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“Shame you left my life so soon, you should have told me, hey, but you left me Far Behind”

Wherein I ponder my cancellation… Continue reading

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Me and my ‘Rona

I don’t know if I mentioned this, but I quit smoking for good this past October 3rd, 2019. My wife was preparing for an elective surgery and it was suggested that she quit smoking prior to; smoking constricts the blood … Continue reading

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“I’m joining the circus/I’m running away/The people I won’t know/The places I won’t stay”

“Everything has changed… Absolutely nothing’s changed.” I sometimes wonder how others measure their lives. Many become parents and measure through their children, some use a corporate ladder as their meter stick, some stack accolades. I don’t know. I like words. … Continue reading

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“It’s funny / because it’s not”

My dreams are so vivid, so passionate. How many times in the past year or so have I woken myself up because I was laughing or crying or screaming in my dreams? It’s a lot. I’ve chronicled many of them … Continue reading

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“Pieces of man / I’m learning the hard way what I am”

Every day seems to get a little better. Hard work is paying off, accomplishments are piling up, little victories are being recorded in the footnotes. And I feel nothing. Success is never easy on me; any type of achievement is … Continue reading

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“He’d hoped to be remembered as the one/ who told his men to turn around”

There’s too much in my brain. So, here’s a lot of it: I think the thing I like most about Krab with a “k” is that it tastes like nothing. There are so many flavors out there that one could … Continue reading

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