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Tag Archives: death
“Must have been mid afternoon…”
Wherein I ask you for One More Day… Continue reading
Riding the Dragon
Posted in Depression
Tagged death, life, major depression, mental-health, Too Much Thinking
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“Somebody leaves, someone arrives/Something is gone, and I’m still alive”
A colleague has passed away. Our contemporaries said someone should write something about it; about him. I didn’t actually like him. We had only one interaction and it wasn’t pleasant. By no means am I glad he’s gone; far from … Continue reading
I apologize for breathing your air…
In which I share a brief timeline of the world before, and slightly after, I entered it… Continue reading
“you say ‘take this’/’this medicine; it’s just what you deserve'”
Wherein I open my heart and let the monster out… Continue reading
“and ask many questions like children often do…”
Sometimes I am taken aback by my childishness. I know where my arrested development comes from; I can chart it, understand it, explain it to others, recover from the shortcomings it propagates within me and my behavior. I know it … Continue reading
“She said she liked the way I felt / and breaking down my boundaries…”
Wherein I say the unthinkable but ask us to think about it… Continue reading
Posted in Depression, Uncategorized
Tagged death, Dreams, major depression, Sadness, Too Much Thinking
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“Swallow whole / lose myself in you”
Wherein I start talking about my depression and then get all self-entitled-ish, which as much as I appreciate, I honestly never thought I’d be a proponet of… Continue reading
Posted in Decentness
Tagged Angry, Buddhism, death, family, isolation, life, loss, love, major depression, music is my drug, physical symptoms of depression, Sadness, separation, The Blind, Too Much Thinking
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“A breath escapes and I fly with it / I’m so alive”
Wherein I shed tears over my lack of fears (rhyming, bad; I’m sorry)… Continue reading
“How many nights spent pouring out your guts, dummy?
Wherein I dump a bunch of random thoughts on the screen… Continue reading
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