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Tag Archives: major depression
“Must have been mid afternoon…”
Wherein I ask you for One More Day… Continue reading
“Been here before / though there’s something in the air this time…”
I don’t know if your high school experience was like mine, but I often felt unloved, misunderstood, and alien to those around me. I felt like some anomaly in the halls. I wasn’t conventionally attractive, not particularly sharp or acute, … Continue reading
Riding the Dragon
Posted in Depression
Tagged death, life, major depression, mental-health, Too Much Thinking
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“Somebody leaves, someone arrives/Something is gone, and I’m still alive”
A colleague has passed away. Our contemporaries said someone should write something about it; about him. I didn’t actually like him. We had only one interaction and it wasn’t pleasant. By no means am I glad he’s gone; far from … Continue reading
“Years have proved / to offer nothing since you’ve moved”
Wherein I consider the honesty and pragmatic nature of depression… Continue reading
Posted in Depression
Tagged major depression, mental-health, Politics, Too Much Thinking
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“Pieces of man / I’m learning the hard way what I am”
Every day seems to get a little better. Hard work is paying off, accomplishments are piling up, little victories are being recorded in the footnotes. And I feel nothing. Success is never easy on me; any type of achievement is … Continue reading
“I was angry when I met you / I think I’m angry still”
I am a wreck. I’ve damaged both of my thumbs, and I only have two. I’m sleeping more, eating more; it’s clearly depression, the same that had me sleeping little and eating less a few months ago. Oh, you fickle … Continue reading
Posted in Depression
Tagged Dreams, major depression, physical symptoms of depression, sleep patterns
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“I hope this finds you well / and everything is going as you’d planned…”
I see him every day. I see him every where. I went to the liquor store today and he was there. I’m not sure if his face is getting paler or his eyes are getting darker or one … Continue reading
“She said she liked the way I felt / and breaking down my boundaries…”
Wherein I say the unthinkable but ask us to think about it… Continue reading
Posted in Depression, Uncategorized
Tagged death, Dreams, major depression, Sadness, Too Much Thinking
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“The morning image from the sattelite is all blue and green”
Wherein I extoll the virtues of sleep… Continue reading
Posted in Uncategorized
Tagged major depression, Money Troubles, music is my drug, sleep patterns
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Eric McClanahan 