Tag Archives: physical symptoms of depression

“I was angry when I met you / I think I’m angry still”

Posted on 05/08/2018 by ericmcclanahan

I am a wreck. I’ve damaged both of my thumbs, and I only have two. I’m sleeping more, eating more; it’s clearly depression, the same that had me sleeping little and eating less a few months ago. Oh, you fickle … Continue reading →

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“World waits forever / never take the time / don’t break my heart / again”

Posted on 09/11/2013 by ericmcclanahan

Wherein I finally get (too damn much) sleep… Continue reading →

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“Seaside and down on the wayside”

Posted on 05/07/2013 by ericmcclanahan

My dreams are volatile, the skin I’m in screaming for claws. I’ve been acutely aware of my femoral artery lately; it undulates in my body when the world slows down, singing to my fingernails, nearby blades, shards of porcelain. Inside … Continue reading →

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“Swallow whole / lose myself in you”

Posted on 01/16/2013 by ericmcclanahan

Wherein I start talking about my depression and then get all self-entitled-ish, which as much as I appreciate, I honestly never thought I’d be a proponet of… Continue reading →

Posted in Decentness | Tagged Angry, Buddhism, death, family, isolation, life, loss, love, major depression, music is my drug, physical symptoms of depression, Sadness, separation, The Blind, Too Much Thinking | 1 Comment

“A violent reaction / struggling only to keep myself alive”

Posted on 02/02/2012 by ericmcclanahan

Wherein I dream… Continue reading →

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