“The morning image from the sattelite is all blue and green”

Sleep.  That’s what I want.  That’s all I want.  Sleep and a good lie to get me out of everything.

My friend told me about this game called Depression Quest.  It is eerily factual, and terrifyingly familiar.  If you’ve ever suffered from Depression, you will see a lot of yourself in it.  If you have not, it’s worth checking out to see how the other half lives.

I have been offered a new job: better salary, better benefits, more growth opportunity.  I have accepted it.  I will start at the end of the month.

I don’t like change.

I just want sleep.

In an attempt the dull the battle axe that is my psyche, I am listening to the Band of Horses station on Pandora.  I’m sorry, but I still don’t like Bon Iver or Bright Eyes.  I know I’m supposed to, but I just don’t.

I arrived at work yesterday morning and a friend said “Good Morning.”  I said “Good Morning.”  He asked “How are you?” and I replied “Let’s not ruin it, shall we?  It’s a good morning.”

Sleep.

 

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About ericmcclanahan

I am completely average in every way. Average height, average weight, average intelligence, average ethnicity, average American standard of mental illness. Hell, I think I might even be average-aged. I am exceptionally average, and I lead an average life. Why, then, am I incapable of seeing it as anything other than a Fractured Fable of unlimited beauty and horror playing out before me?
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